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Blog since 2008. Twenty & teacher-to-be. Loud & outspoken. Childish. Socially awkward around guys. Prefer a small circle of friends but friendly.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

mrs. LONELY

hey, today realyy2 lonely, sadd n frustrated. a bad day.:( mek mok share & madah prob mek ngn omeyl but omeyl bz from day to nite. :( even he's soo busy, i always call him to noe his khabarr, pa polah n so on. & i realy hope, wish & think & pernah madah ngnnya & bukuu pun ada mdh," sebelum mok abiss kol, must say i love you. buttt, sikk kan nyaa terlalu busyy ngn kerja nya ya smpee sik sempat mok madah ily. sumtimess purposely ku wait nya mdh iloveyou. butt ditutupnya panggilan. tiap kali nya sik madah ilove you, tiap kali ya ku nangissnangisnangis sepertimana haziq meninggalkan aku. sick of cryingg dtg melanda. adakah omeyl laki idaman mekk lamak tokk??? i realy hopee one fine day, he's minee. he's my obsession but noww...:(( dh la nya gago ngn spm. patutnya nya mesti gagoo nk blaja bukannya kejaa.. tuija mok kerjaa. huh! n then ku borinkk ilakk, nk call omeyl(he's bz!), mok on9(adikk pakee 25 hours!),nangga tv(siaran ulangann), nangga dvd( adikk mok nangga dvd), mok mkn(xda selera). borinkk ilakk..ku jawab la tekk kuiz uji diri remaja tek. abis ku jwb tekk, tat book mdh ku tokk kenak TEKANAN MENTAL. mula2 ku ilekk jak tek. ku pdh ngn bpkku psl ya. ya bpkku mdh," lak bpk mbak ktk kt pkar psikologi." ya kuu nangg teriakk,"ouhhh! tidakk!!!!!" sikkan psl ya nya mok mbak ku kt pkar psikologi. kdak org gila ku! aku tidak akan jadi ORG GILAAA. bukann. saya bukann! not mee!:(( mek mok mdh ya ngn omeyl but omeyl bz.:( n thenn ku nangis2 call ngn aeliz. nangg urgent mena. ku mdh psl omeyl n so on esp nok tekanan mental. nangg criedd outttt! mun dah ya, guss ku mdh prob ngn aeliz. ngenang omeyl... xdanya mok dgr.:''( uhukhukk. (adoh! licin keyboard sy tok.) i need his attention. juz him! ya jak.:( nasibb aeliz nolong kuu & legaku dh nangisss. mun sikk, entah2 ku jd gilaaa. ku sa mun ku jd ahli hospital SAKIT MENTAL. xda omeyl taukk. bertahun2 bokknya taukk laki ya.:(((

3 comments:

  1. Ada quote tok best mena. N sesuai for u.

    "Sometimes, love doesn't fit in you"
    ~Dinivah Cordly

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  2. uish.. xkan la ttg lakie pun kdak ya.. juz w8 until ur true love come.. then the shine will bright ur future :D

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